The weekend has come and gone. zzz. Wish it was longer. Always do. But! Im quite excited about the next book out. Friday all the way to tuesday. Too bad a lot of time will have to be spent away from fiona since we both have to go with our own families. that kinda defeats the purpose of giving us a long weekend. sian la... must find ways to spend more time with her.

3 weeks of pro term down! that leaves 21 weeks more. And since final 3 weeks is slack like fuck, that means 18 more weeks of training left! wah sounds good sounds good. I've been keeping myself rather happy and upbeat about commissioning in 18 months. psychoing myself that its all gonna end REAL SOON. the no more chiong sua! can't wait. can't wait. can't wait.

aiyah i miss fiona so much so much so much! Its only the second day since i've booked in but i already miss her. and tmr im moving out for exercise so i won't be able to contact her. ARGHHHH.



FRIDAY PLS COME ASAP.

                        Undoubtedly the worst thing on earth. But no matter! Monday is almost over, and tuesday is coming. sonner lor later saturday would be coming! i can't wait to see my darling again. 

                       Can't believe its been 2 whole years that we've been together! 2 years isnt  exactly long, but it sure isnt short. Plus, we got together in a very unique way, and we're still together though im in the army. Well most of my friends who have girlfriends or rather, had girlfriends, seprated when the guy enlisted. Gotta thank the heavens for blessing me with such a loving, adorable, understanding little girl. 

                       wow i feel it coming. the blogpost where the boyfriend raves on and on about his fantastic girlfriend. and then people get irritated by how upfront and blatant about how the boyfriend is about his feelings.
NO MATTER. PLEASE SCROLL AWAY F THIS IS NOT FOR YOU. THE FOLLOWING CONTENT MAY CAUSE DISCOMFORT IN MINORS. PLEASE ENSURE MINORS ARE ACCOMPANIED BY AN ADULT. 

                       haha. i still remember the first day i met her. some of us kayakers were at Marina Square, bowling, when this group of girls entered the bowling alley. naturally us boys turned around, looked at who entered the alley.

                     Then i saw her. 

                    Petite, pretty, adorable, beautiful. my mind screamed. my heart raced, pounded, pumped like it never did. I felt something. I have always heard about love at first sight, but never really believed it. I don't know if it was what i was feeling, but my instincts told me she was the one. For the next one hour, i couldnt concentrate on bowling at all. My head felt like bursting from the excitement.
                   
                    "Get her number!"
                   " Nah i aint got the balls"
                   "you gonna regret this"
                   "i know! i want her number, but i don't dare man! she's got so many ppl with her!"
                   "If I don't get her number, i won't get another chance, and then i might or might not regret for the rest  of my life."
                  

                  I'm not taking that chance.           


                  Just as our game ended, so did theirs, and the whole gang of them went to the pool parlour just opposite the bowling alley. We left as well, and it was then i decided, if i don't get her number, i'm gonna regret of the rest of my life. i don't know why, but this particular thought was repeating itself in my brain non stop. I'd hate to say that it was fate or some lovey dovey miracle thing, but i think it really was fate! 

                "junkia, thought you wanted to get her number?" (Zhi Cong)
               "Yeah man, but i don't dare leh."
               "Just go ask la won't die one" (ZC)
              "Okok....  but i don't dare lah so many girls there!"
              "eh just go la fuck. if you don't ask we go home now" (Kelvin)
              "Ok i go.... but i seriously dun dare lah!"
             "ok lets go home then" ( Kelvin)

This dumb embarassing cycle repeated itself at least thrice before they were REALLY about to leave, before i finally just mustered whatever courage was within to enterthe pool parlour. I simply walked straight to her, and as if on cue, before i reached her, all her girlfriends walked to another pool table which was next to hers. Then i just asked for her number.

Yeah thats right. No gimmicks, no stunts, no glib talking. just simply,

             "Hi, can i have your number?"


haha. Fiona was comepletely stunned. her friends saw this and were all giggling at one side. Basically she just stood there not knowing what to do. eventually her friend came to help, and after further giggling and "questioning"(they thought i was younger than her. I was 18, she was 17 at that time), she gave me her number and ran away, obviously feeling embarassed.

Well i smsed her 3 days after that, we went out, and the rest is history. Now its been more than 2 years, but that scene remains so vivid, so clear. i doubt i will ever forget it. 50 years down the road it will still be as lucid. Sigh. i feel so blessed, so loved.


I Love You!

Wow its been a million years since i've updated my blog. mainly cos i've been in the army and i'd rather spend my time doing more meaningful stuff on my weekends, since i only get to use the computer at home. But since I'm in OCS now, there's a computer in my room so i might as well use it!

Well its been 3 months in to OCS, i've finished service term and i've entered Professional Term! hmm 24 weeks long, and one week has already passed, so its 24 more weeks before i commission as an Infantry Officer! You heard right, Infantry. The worst and toughest vocation to be in. but one I am happy to be in currently. Frankly I'm afraid of the challenges ahead. I don't know how shitty the going is gonna get, but i'm certain is gonna be pretty bad. No matter! Shall press on. Army's gonna be heaven once i commission. Seriously can't wait till then. I've lost touch with lots and lots of friends, mainly cos my weekends now revolve around the love of my life, ms fiona pun! haha. I seriously wish i had more time so i could spend time with both my girlfriend and the rest of my friends, but right now all thats gonna wait, waiting for the weekend to see fiona in camp is torturous enough. Thank god for weekends and fiona. We also just celebrated our 2 year anniversary on the 31st December 2008! Can't believe it's already been 2 years. Its been a long, fulfilling journey, one which i enjoyed every inch of. Here's hoping we get another 50 together! At least!

There are a million things running through my head right now, a million things i wanna pen down, mainly due to the humongous lapse of time since i last blogged, and i have no idea where to start. Maybe i will start the recollections of the last year since i stopped blogging in the next few posts, for now i shall just blog about more recent stuff.

shit gotta fall in.

wow im super bored. i just stopped playing Call Of Duty 4, and im slighty dazed from all the firing and grenades and effects etc. my dad got a ps3 not long ago and bought a new HD tv to go along with it, so im enjoying life now man. haha. i've stopped working alr, i left myself one month to build up my fitness again before going into the army. so far so good,m been running everyday and doing pull ups(golden advice from tam zhi cong, who can do 27 now). apparently zhi cong is platoon ic and a lot of other ic as well as in the drill squad, which is the squad of ppl thery choose to go for competition. basically he's like chosen for everything so he more or less will be chosen for OCS i guess. 

met up with the kayak boys the other day, and their apetite is ferocious man, but nobody could beat zhi cong. after a "salmon and mushroom baked rice" at the Swensen's at Orchard, he was still hungry so we went to Macs, or actually everyone was still hungry(except me). where he had a big mac wtf right lol and after this on our way out he went to bread talk and bought another piece of bread to eat. gay. seriously i dunno where he stores everything. amazing.

well i thought blogging would kill a bit of the boredom, but im still very bored. argh.

Discovered a blog about Anya, this lady who's been homeless for a long while. She became quite famous when she started a blog abut her life and newspaper journalists came down to interview her etc. she now has a home and has even written a book. you can check out her blog on wanderscribe.blogspot.com, She was recently featured in Reader's Digest, if you must know how i found out. 

anyway im in the office now and i don't pretty much feel like doing any work. Its saturday man and it sucks to be in the office. not going out with fiona later only makes it worse. she has some dinner,i have some dinner, both with our own relatives. maybe tmr i guess. then again my mum wants me home to some spring cleaning. as usual i'll be the only guy around at home so ill be doing almost everything. my sis will slack off, my bro isnt really a guy in terms of physique but my mum will help out i guess. 

speaking of my bro he has become really irritating and rude nowadays. almost everyday i come home i hear him talking rudely to my parents, talking back and stuff. he once said he's the only mature one in the family and the rest are all losers. lol. don't know where that came from. he always thinks highly of himself. too highly in my opinion. He seems to think that he's the king. Or at least he behaves like that at home, though he behaves differently in school. i think arrogant and cocky is what i mean. well i think he should check his behaviour and reflect upon what he's got to be proud of before he talks with so much ego and pride. man he's in dunman high, he's grades suck, he's not exactly good looking, he doesnt have any fashion sense, he speny his entire hoiday playing Maplestory. i think he went out like, thrice i total. can you imagine that? haha. i play too, but not everyday cos im almost out everyday( cant blame me, after As). playing everyday is INSANE. this also means he NEVER exercises. so i dun see what he's so cocky about. he seems to think that he's REAL smart also. apparently he doesnt base that assumption on grades. i've got to give him credit though, he's smart. but not as smart as he thinks he is. i think teachers have mentioned it before when i was still in dunman high. he has that "xiao chong ming"" and he thinks hes damn incredible. Mr Lu told me i think.

haha. i think he's still growing up. maybe he'll grow up one day and stop being such a jackass. heard stories of how he treated his girlfriend and eventually they broke up after a short relationship. seems it was the same arrogance and "im the fucking king" attitude that caused it. good luck man. He's my bro still though, so i still care. i do want him to do well. maybe he needs guidance or sth. i think it would really help if he cuts down on his ego. god knows when it became so inflated!

so ANYWAY. im gonna hit the gym later after work before i go for the dinner. recently had the desire to start working out again. it started with the desire to run, now i feel like working out. man has it been a while! actually i went to the gym two days ago, but the last time i hit the gym before that was eons ago. so! i've come up with plans and stuff to do at the gym. im not gonna train to get big, im gonna train to get strong. muscle endurance and stuff. being big isnt really very useful when its just mass. i'd rather get a well cut body. besides, being big makes me look stout. and shorter. haha. prolly lot of running and rowing/cycling/cardio stuff. whoo it makes me excited just thinking about it. can't wait for later!

Current Mood: contemplative

Manhunt finalists are out, and they look like crap. hahaha. im not joking. if you go down to The Heeren you can see posters all over, and they SERIOUSLY look like crap. well not ALL of them, but most of them aren't exactly hot. haha. the other day i was there with fiona, looking at a particular poster next to the stage in the centre of the Heeren building, and there were individual pictures of every single manhunt finalist. we were going like,

"wah like that also can get in,"

"singapore really no standard"

"aiyah this one not bad what!"

"all so short one!"

"not good looking at all"

"i bet if i was 20cm taller i'd win this thing"


then just as were were finished verbally crucifying the manhunt finalists, we turned to walk away when I suddenly saw a group of guys on the stage. next to the poster, in perfect position to listen to everything fiona and i had just said

The MANHUNT FINALISTS.

hahahahaha. imagine my shock. i just blurted out omfg and pulled fiona away who still hadn't realized they were standing there and we both started laughing non stop all the way out. whoops!

so anyway i have a colleague who is from Malaysia and his english isn't fantastic. he still maeks us laugh with his poor english occasionally and the other day he just did it again. Once my 5yr old cousin was in the office, (my uncle owns it) and and my colleague(henceforth referred to as Andrew Hiu) kept saying

Andrew Hiu: "i want to drink cock i want to drink cock. very  thirsty leh!"
Me: laughing like an idiot
everyone else: laughing like a bunch of idiots
Little Cousin: COKE LA WHAT COCK! WHAT TALKING YOU!

hahaha and she is 5 years old.



then the Classic:

Andrew calls Sahat, who helps to wrap the Goods that come into the office warehouse. This time another company is hired to wrap the goods, but they want to charge us, so andrew decides to call sahat, and says

"eh Sahat can you pls come down and rape me, the other company rape me still want me to pay money!"

hahahahahahahhahahaa. Sahat was laughing almost to tears when he came up to the office to tell us what andrew told him. apparently andrew was trying to pronounce WRAP but proounced RAPE.hahahhaa.

so full of shit.


Then i had lunch at Thai Village cos Andrew Tan(another one) won the 2nd prize at 4D. lucky. apparently the luck passed to us cos he treated us to a seafood lunch. It was 7 course (omg lunch?) and everyone had a whole CLAYPOT of shark's fin. whoo! ate a LOT for lunch. super full.



you know sometimes i wonder, we should come up with an invention that allows us to control where all our nutrition goes. Eg a digital board connected to the body, you click the body part you want, and nutrition goes there. This way, everyone can get big muscular shoulders and arms and girls can channel all nutrition away from thighs/legs/ass and wherever else is impt to their image and all flattys can become busty! hahaha wtf. job hazard. when you start working you get fscking bored and you start daydreaming of all kinds of shit.

Its still not fair ms jolie hwee. and 6hours stoning is better than 6hours typing your ass off. today i went into the office, started typing until like, NOW. its been non stop and im DEAD tired. i've been running every 2 days and today im supposed to go for another 8km but im too fricking tired to run. nope im juts gonna slack at home. get fat, i don't care. i need to rest.

So i finished the work that has been assigned to me. my boss challenged me to finish 3 whole files of data blah blah blah i said this ytd ad i've done it! albeit my brain is foggy and blank and stoned. but i get tmr off! whoo hoooo! maybe i'll run tmr. i kinda like running nowadays. its fun. 

i have no more work. i have until 530 before i knock off and i can do abso-fucking-lutely ANYTHING till then. so im just gonna sit back, and race some japs on my psp. tata!

 

Current Mood: blank

So work is piling up these days and im doing more and more accounts and exports stuff. which sucks actually cosi literally sit there and type for like, forever. the moment i step into office, sit down, start typing stuff into some accounts program until i finish an entire arch file of it, and stop only when im finished. i tke around 6-7 hours. and thisis considered VERY fast. All the colleagues and my boss is impressed.

ironically now that hey know im able to comeplete so fast, they've given me MORE work, MORE files, instead of letting me relax more since i can complete it so fast. which is dumb. and pay sucks. 1200 a month. thats around $6.81 an hour. i work half fdays on saturdays too. i was reading jolie hwee's blog, and her job is MUCH slacker, BETTER pay, and even has this "snackman" guy who goes to her office to sell snacks. what the efffffff.

however! since im so fucking good at my job, my boss as decided to let me take off on saturday! haha which is good. looks like my ability is paying off. still. i'd rather slack.

oh yes and i recently downloaded Initial D into my PSP. its in jap and i have no idea what the heck the japs are talking about but the racing is sure as hell lots of fun. im gonna complete it soon though, kinda easy. time to look for new games.


last thing: i canNOT stand chinese cheena new year music blaring from any place. kinda teleports you immediately you chinatown. or feels like it anyway.

Current Mood: busy

what a weekend. complete food extravaganza. can't really rmb what i ate, i ate a whole truck load of food, non willing obviously. lets see.

Saturday, went for a movie, but no good movies, or good movies at lousy times etc. eventually went to some hong kong-ish restaurant/cafe at Cine for some dim sum. i had not taken lunch yet, but i was alr becoming not hungry from starving for so long, but fiona was, so she ordered quite a bit of food. which whet my appetite anyway haha and we ate. there was and order of siew mai, har gow, pork ribs(they're kinda pathetic), gyoza, two soft boiled eggs( i know, wtf), and HK STYLE ICE MILK TEA which was a friggin 2.90 when its just ice teh. total, 20.85. =O

we finished at around 4, which was super late for lunch, then went over to my uncle's condo function room, cos it was my little baby cousin's first month. where we decided not to eat much cos we were still so full, but cos we sat there so long for the event to finish(there as a magic show), we got hungry and ate quite a lot again. which is sad.

sunday morning was at Khatib Macdonald's, fiona was studying for her exams. which was quite a lot also. we didnt have lunch cos once again we were too full. but once again cos we were there so long we eventually bought snacks around 3-4 pm. sin sin sin. THEN we went to JUMBO seafood restaurant to celebrate my grandma's 68th birthday. lots and lots of seafood. let me try to recap: Cold Dish, Sotong Kia, 2 Chilli Crabs, 2 B;ack Pepper Crabs, some chicken thing, etc.i can't rmb, but we ate like, 14 dishes or something, and the bill amounted to 500+. apparently my parents were unfazed by the amount cos last time my uncle brought us to some teppanyaki place at some posh mosh hotel and the bill for 12 ppl was $1200. i decided that since the food was so expensive i wouldnt shit for another week. eventually i did obviously. oh yes, after the jumbo dinner everyone got a CHUNK of cake. notslice, CHUNK, cos there was too much cake, and it was ICE CREAM CHOCOLATE CAKE. i'd usually be happy but i was alr too full. and i had no choice but to finish it.

today morning i woke up feeling bloated.

so now you see, my past weeks of running 5km every 2 days has gone down the drain. i shall now continue my running and hope i dun get so much food to eat. OR. i can run more, and dun give a shit about what i eat. yeah that sounds about right!

Current Mood: chipper

            Wow! has it been a while since i last came back here to blog. just suddenly stopped feeling any urge to blog after the As with the the freedom and time to do do whatever i jolly please. its been great partying/clubbing(lol)/going out with fiona etc but now im at work. Who isn't man everyone is going to work to earn that extra buck. i'm enlisting only in April so that means i've got about 2months more of freedom. woo hoo!

          Applied to be a pilot sometime go on the RSAF website, and i was called down for a selection computerized test the other day. it was called a COMPASS test. it was quite cool considering i saw 2 girls there taking the test as well. Don't think they applying for pilot though. there are other vocations to apply for. besides the minimum height is 1.62m and they were 1.5m+. ahem i'm 1.65. so f you're wondering if i meet the criteria, yes i do. haha. im sick of ppl telling me, you fly that time can see anything meh. need the baby chair a not? haha ok its funny though i don't take offense from these kinda things.

             So anyway the test was supposedly 5 hours but i finished in 3.5 hours and the assistant kept asking why are you so fast why are you so fast. haha i just smiled cos i didnt know why also. it was kinda like taking an IQ test, at some points they asked you to decide what colour was on which side of the dice by showing the un-folded flat version of the dice first. i think you know what i mean, then there were questions on the orientation of the planes. eg they give you data from dials and knobs on a plane, and show you pictures of some planes and ask you which is it. then came a million other tests that if i continued elaborating you'd die of boredom. overall it was fun. in the end they tested multi tasking. which was VERY GAY. do 3 tasks at a time. i hated that. horrrible.


          nowadays im bored out of my nuts cos i have nth to do at work. sometimes im fricking busy, sometimes there's no work at all! i have resorted to playing maplestory(wtf am i retarded) yes i have but i seriously cant find anything to do. which is why i've now come back to blogging! i suppose i'll update almost daily since i have so much free time. we'll see!

          i understand reading and reading can get boring. hahaha. as soon as i get my hands on photos maybe i'll upload them here.

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